Daddy....

Lately I have been thinking about my dad LOTS! I miss him like crazy. I have so many wishes and wants and it saddens me. If I ever needed someone to talk to who would make me laugh I could call him. If I ever needed someone to bring me back to reality he was there. If I needed someone to fix my junk of a car he was there. He was there even when I didnt need him. He was there even when i would treat him horribly. My dad was always there. Now some of you dont know but he was not my biological father. My mom and him were married when I was 6 or 7 but I met him when I was 5. He was the coolest person. Hello he had water beds!! Duh.. lol To me he was and is my only father/dad. He means the world to me and I wish I could tell him just one last time. My dad was torn away from me at the age of 39. He in fact just turned 39 not even a month prior to his death. He died of a sudden heart attack. The night before he was so happy to see his grandson, he was alive and his normal self. I know if he was here he would be so proud of me. He would love his grandkids and they would love him. I know Kyesun adored him and it saddens me that Kyesun last saw him when he was 1 and now Kyesun is 8. My dad just smiled so big when ever he saw Kyesun. Kyesun took my place and was the apple of my dads eye. I miss him and I just wish I could see him even if in my dreams. I would give him the biggest hug. I know he is in a better place and I know he has his arm around my 3 babies who are there as well and that is comforting.

Love and Miss you Daddy!

Gary Dean Archibeque

5/25/1965 - 6/19/2004