New Photography Site

So Due to blogger not allowing me to upload my pictures properly I have created a new website for my Photography. Please take a look at it, I will take all the feedback I can get.
Photography is a way for me to express my creativity and get away from the craziness. It allows me to capture those little moments we love to look back on. The above picture is from my recent shoot with a little Angel named Brielle. If you would like to book a shoot please contact me. And Help me out by spreading the word! Thx Guys

Dowdy Photography  (<--Click Here)

Friendship.....

So this is just something I need to let out before I let it consume me.

I had this friend who I was really good friends with. I infact considered her to be my best friend at a point in my life. I shared everything with her, called her late at night when I needed advice and loved her to death. We were such good friends for 4 years. I miss our karaoke nights, trips to vegas, trips to cali, trips to az. But it is all gone. because then the time came where I knew when she was lying to me. I knew that she was probably saying things behind my back because I have seen her do it to other friends. She started being kinda snotty. Like if it wasnt her way no one was happy. And me being the only child and ALWAYS getting what I wanted had a difficult time with that. But I ALWAYS tried my hardest to keep her happy. I pretended like she was always right when i knew that she was wrong at times. I was always there for her during her hard times and happy times. And she was always there for me ALWAYS! I could always count on her and thats what makes this difficult. Back in 2009 everything was going great and then came a day where she didnt agree with something that I was wanting to do. But I am my own person and I do what makes me happy. Well she voiced her opinion and didnt stop there. She said rude things and I mean RUDE. I wont go into detail because it involves things in my past that I dont want the whole world knowing about. She did it on purpose whether it was suppose to be a joke or not. It was not a funny thing and I would NEVER in my life do or say the things she did. I was PISSED OFF! How could my friend, My best friend do that to me. She apologized a day or 2 later and I was still so mad. This broke my heart and I could not let it go so easily. weeks turned into months and she would be so childish and do things that I may have done in high school. I was sick of it. and did not want her friendship if she was going to act like that. So I stopped talking to her.
In 2010 a couple of days after Konner's diagnoses I was hit with a bag of emotions and I missed her. I reached out to her and she wanted none of it. But now I tried again. I miss her friendship at times. Like having someone who knows everything i've been through who i've shared everything with. I miss the old her. And she once again was being someone who I never knew. She has shown her true colors. SO LET IT BE.
I am mourning her loss as though she has died. And I am a complete mess. The friend I once knew is no longer the person who's friendship I wish for. I have friends and I have great ones who do not say things to hurt me on purpose. I LOVE all my friends with All my heart. I cherish all your friends ships and All you have done for me. If I have ever taken your friendship for granted I am sorry. I love you guys.



"Sometimes the only thing left to say is goodbye."

A sweet Victory!

BIN LADEN IS DEAD!!!!!!!!!! Can you believe it! I cant believe almost 10 years ago he changed the U.S forever. Tonight We have brought him to justice! Tonight I thank from the bottom of my heart and for my freedom, All the U.S. Troops that have served in Both wars Operation Iraqi Freedom and Afghanistan! Thank You for your sacrifice and for your bravery! Thank You to those troops who put their lives on the line today to take him down. Tonight I will never forget and will forever be thankful! I Personally would Like to thank those soldiers I do know! My husband Kyle Dowdy I thank you for all you have done for our family! Thank You for your multiple sacrifices and for your courage. Thank you for your support in the war against terror. Thank you Always! To All the men and women of the 1404th Thank you too!

WE FINALLY GOT HIM AMERICA! 

Happy Easter

May you all have a Happy Easter 2011! 

Can any of you please tell me why i cant get some of my pictures to upload the right way? Do any of you have this problem?

Wow

(Konner, Nala, Kayben, Kyesun April 19,2011)

Really, Where has the time gone? I have been so busy once again. My boys keep me on my toes at all times. So here is another long update. 

Kyle : He is doing great. He recently was promoted to CPL in his department and loves it. He is out of the Army but im sure you all know that already, I just like the way it sounds. He is busy on his toes trying to prepare our yards for summer. He is busy planning our next getaway together as a couple for next year. 

Me: I am busy with EVERYTHING! Taking care of kids, Scentsy, Photography, and Konner's transfer back to PCH! We recently added a new family member, Her name is Nala and she is the CUTEST like girl ever! We love our puppy! I am also in the process of registering for school! Ya go me!

(Kyesun @ Cubscout Roller Derby 2011)

Kyesun: He is getting so big. Like really I cant believe I have an 8 year old. He is so smart and I am so very proud of him and his accomplishments. He is in Cub Scouts at church and LOVES it! He is in the Gifted program at school because he tested so high in 4 out of 5 subjects. He is a GREAT big brother. When I say great I totally mean it. He helps out so much with these crazy kids. He has his moments but all in all he is a great kid! 

(Kayben on a walk 2011)

Kayben: Wow what to say... kidding. He is Rowdy, rambunctious, has a temper, loves his brothers, has to have everything the same, has OCD, is lovable and is a big helper when he wants to be. Kayben is a one of a kind kid. He is 3 now and thinks that he is ready for school. He asks if he can go to HIS school everyday. 

(Konner in his new beanie made by:Tammy Phillips)

Konner: HE IS WALKING! Finally Konner started walking everywhere last week at 14 months old. He is behind for my boys. He is in the 5% for his weight and is 25% for his height and 65% for his head. He is a little guy but he is sure cute. Konner is in the process of moving his medical care back to PCH! I am so excited for this move. UNM just gave us too many problems and when you have a kids with cancer, you shouldnt have to deal with more then what your already dealing with. He loves his brothers to death. He thinks they are the coolest. When he wakes up most mornings he calls for his....... Dada... Really i never catch a break lol. He loves his daddy. His eyes light up when Kyle walks in the room. But really he is connected to my leg like crazy! He loves nala but always tries to lay on top of her. He is Cuteness! 

Nala: Well She is a yorkie and is darn cute! 

Proud

On Thursday we had a meeting at Kyesuns school. Kyesun was giving some tests in December and excelled in 4 out of 5 subjects. This meeting was to talk about Kyesun and how great he did. It was also to sign papers so that way he can be in gifted! I am so proud of Kyesun. He was above average in Math, Analytical thinking, Artistic work, & writing. He will start gifted next week. and will go to Mrs. Tom's class (Gifted teacher) 30 minutes everyday. Their 1st project that they will work on is a CSI project. They will learn how to finger print and solve problems.

Kyesun I am so very proud of you. You are such a smart boy and will go far if you just believe in yourself. I love you and will be here for you always.